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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i mitten av augusti 2011 skrev jag min allra första text här.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">då har jag då slutligen bestämt mig för att bli med blogg.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">därav nu denna 'horror vacui'.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det betyder <i>skräck för tomrum</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och det är lika bra att erkänna direkt,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- lika vita & tomma som de här sidorna är just nu,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lika genomskinlig är jag.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;"><span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">{nu <i>ser</i> Du ju i och för sig inte mig, men annars syns</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #783f04; line-height: 19px;">dessutom har jag känslorna liksom.. <i>utanpå</i> huden.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">två badrum, sju andra rum och en vildvuxen trädgård</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med fikon, kiwi & ett valnötsträd.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så stort </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">man nästan kunde drunkna i det</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">under min kanske </span><a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2013/01/en-plein-air.html" style="font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;" target="_blank">svartaste snövita vinter</a><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">kupade händerna om vars ett </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">glas vin</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">och </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">varsamt </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">om de ord vi valde att säga högt.</span></div>
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<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 21.56px;">- vad har Du bett om?</i><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">frågade mamma.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">för mig var bilden omedelbar och självklar. </span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">jag såg mig själv. i det där stora huset.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">och hur jag gång på gång faktiskt hade just fallit på knä,</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">då när </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">mörkret än så länge var mer </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">ett dovt muller </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">vid horisonten</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">och bara <i>känslan</i> av regn i luften.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><i>- om att hitta tillbaka till mig själv.</i> svarade jag henne,</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">direkt och ärligt. </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">vi skrattade båda till, beslöjat.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><i>- careful what you wish for,</i> sa mamma </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">med ett snett léende.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><br /></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">och jag log också. i samförstånd och insikt.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">för att ja, </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">precis så var det.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">jag hade inte bett om ett </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">finare hem, någon vacker pryl,</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">eller något drömprojekt med kameran, </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">eller ens</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #783f04; line-height: 21.56px;">’kanske låter det romantiskt. det är det inte.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #783f04;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">jag inte trodde tillhörde mig. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">som om </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">någon</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där hon satt med ren blick mot kameran,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 21.56px;">med händerna vilande ovanpå varandra </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 21.56px;">framför sig,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kanske är det lättare när man är lycklig, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">alltså så lycklig jag tror att man kanske någonsin kan vara</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">just en hudlös; när allt faktiskt faller på plats,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när man finner sann kärlek, när man får en frisk,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vacker och glad liten pojke, när man dansar </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">barfota</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i köket om nätterna, tätt tätt och ingen vet det,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- kanske är det lättare då att missa det.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att missa att det finns fler sätt att förlora sig själv på.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eller att man kan göra det också när man ’har allt’.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för vad är <i>jag</i>..?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vad är jag om jag tar bort honom med stort H.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om jag tar bort <i>mamma</i> framför <i>hannah</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om jag tar bort syster, dotter och vän.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om jag tar bort ’sociala medier’ och detta.. här.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för mig..<i> </i>i botten av mig, är det att jag alltid gått min egen väg.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag var hellre ensam som barn, än att i grupp se ner på,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & göra ner andra. och ensam blev jag.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag var ett ensamt barn, en rätt så ensam tonåring,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som gick upp och ner längs stranden efter skolan, i basker</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">långt nerdragen över vilt hår och stickade benvärmare</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">perfekt permanentade lockar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">någon revolt var det inte. inte ens ett ställningstagande</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mer än att följa känslan att jag vill inte vara med</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om det inte känns rätt inuti.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är att jag skriver. alltid.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag har älskat det skrivna ordet och den värld det</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">skapar sedan jag var liten </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och pappa läste <i>tusen och en natt</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för oss alla i sängen, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">varje kväll.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som liten skrev jag kärleksbrev till j.r.r. tolkien</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">{varpå jag grät i två dagar när </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">mamma berättade att han var död,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">så det gick inge' bra att posta brev till honom.</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">},</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">korta noveller i massor och så dagböcker.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">jag fyllde den ena vackra skrivboken efter den andra,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">fjorton tror jag de var tillslut, med överdrivet snirklig text</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">och fullkomligt spillde tonåringens överdimensionerade känslor</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">ut över sidorna så att det rann över kanterna</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">på de där tygklädda asiatiska dagböckerna prydda med drakar,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">- & ett rött sidenband för att kanske kunna hitta vägen.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">det är att jag tänker i bilder. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">det har jag alltid gjort. och fotografi har jag älskat sedan</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">jag stod liten, med djupnande smajlgropar under <a href="https://i0.wp.com/www.guggenheim.org/wp-content/uploads/1981/01/95.4323_ph_web.jpg?w=870" target="_blank">en mapplethorpe</a>,</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">stor i silvergelatin, på en konstutställning på louisiana.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">med vuxna runt mig som blev allt mer blossiga om kinderna,</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">såg jag inte vad de såg, utan </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">beundrade tonen hos</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">det svartvita, ljuset </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">och känslan bakom & inuti.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">dansare, keramiker, skådespelare och <i>fotografer</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">länge tänkte jag att jag fått mitt språk i skrivandet.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">tills jag, bara för några år sedan, förstod att man</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">kan </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">få lov att älska flera språk.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">att jag behöver flera språk för att uttrycka mig.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">för att översätta mig själv till ut på papper.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">om jag plötsligt är rädd att försvinna om jag</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">inte är, inte syns, - där ’alla andra är’.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">om jag slutar skriva. om jag fotograferar av fel anledning.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">då har jag kanske förlorat mig själv ändå.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">eller är på väg. och det har jag lovat en sjuåring,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">i randig polarn & pyret tröja, att aldrig mer syssla med.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">livet går i cirklar och förändras. vi med.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">jag vill vara vaken när det händer.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nu i januari, i sverige, målade vi i studion som var min, nu mammas.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi satt rygg mot rygg på golvet, två systrar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">utan för mycket eftertanke, för ärlighetens skull, - </span>drog vi</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mammas vackra, smuliga akvarellkritor över grovt papper.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon är bra på det där, mamma, att locka fram i ljuset,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det som ligger dolt i dunklet av oss själva.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av henne har jag lärt mig att spåra mina känslor.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon sa alltid till oss som små</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>’ja, Du är ledsen.. men varför är Du ledsen..?’</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ofta följt av </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>’Du behöver inte svara m i g.</i></span><br />
<i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men det är bra om </span>Du vet för Dig själv.’</span></i><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ibland ville man mest gorma</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">JAG ÄR BARA LEDSEN..! JAG ÄR SJU..!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">.. men vad det lärde mig är just det där att spåra tillbaka.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hitta tillbaka i känslan till <i>varför.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är inte alltid så vackert det där varför.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men befriande.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nu hade tankarna varit så flyktiga, så länge.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">själen på ett gungbräde.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men plötsligt hade jag ritat mig själv på det grova pappret,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som en stor </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">astronauthjälm,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bara av glas </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med en fullkomlig värld, - fast bara på </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">insidan.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mellan mitt huvud och det skyddande höljet </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">svävade de,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">uppenbara, </span>- tankarnas virrvarr hade blivit</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">glasklara ideal och idéer.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag hade ritat det så att min hjälm inte slöt tätt till </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en hel</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">rymddräkt, </span><span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bara ner om hjärtat. </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det räcker så.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mörkt röd krita bland allt det blå.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och där fann jag mitt svar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så jag är ensam.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så gott det går när man är lyckligt kär.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när man är mamma till en ettårig pojke med smajlgropar,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">busig blick och den mjukaste, mest väldoftande hud.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ensam i de små stunderna. ingen mobil.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag tänder alla stearinljusen bara för mig själv.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag sitter vid bordet, ensam och bara är.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så jag skriver.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skriver bara för mig själv.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">någon annanstans än här</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och utan att det behöver läsas av andra.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så jag fotograferar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag fotograferar bara för mig själv.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för de projekt som pågår för andra.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag samlar bilder inuti och någon annanstans än här</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och utan att de behöver bedömas eller berömmas</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av någon </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">annan än.. mig själv.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag är en astronaut på upptäcktsfärd.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag ska hitta tillbaka till mig själv.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ibland, när man ’har allt’ </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dessutom en hel värld på insidan av visiret,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">då krävs det sådana omvägar.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">omvägen ledde mig till slut in hit.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till mina egna ord och till Era.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till mina fotografier och min egen historia, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som ju</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">faktiskt finns, till en del i alla fall, nedskriven här inne.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och då är jag tillbaka där jag började.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i skräcken för tomrummet. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men så måste det bara få vara.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allt har ett slut. så även detta.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag känner så starkt nu att något nytt är på väg.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och mitt mer vuxna jag, har jag lovat att när det känns så,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- då skulle jag våga bränna de broar som slutat leda rätt.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>dear me,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>silence is not a song</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you should know all the words to.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så är det också.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det har jag lärt mig i min nya kärlek.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den totala tystnaden är inte min.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så jag hoppas att vi ses snart.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på det där andra stället. där jag skriver bara för mig själv.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där jag samlar bilder utan att någon ser.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för även om ingen bedömer eller trycker dit sitt hjärta, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så finns det alltid ett ark papper.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det finns alltid en penna.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">då finns det alltid en väg ut.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och hem.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för allt Ni varit här inne genom åren,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°1</b> | one of the first photos of my little muse</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°3</b> | bella boo in the studio in sweden</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°6</b> | my photograph <i>breathing</i> custom ordered</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">by elena and pictured in <b>image n°8</b> in the home of</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">marie olsson nylander | making its way into</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">my <a href="https://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/" target="_blank">PERSONAL print shop</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°10</b> | an old favorite of my little muse </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><a href="https://www.instagram.com/linaxmuse/" target="_blank">lina lindholm</a>,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">with hair and make up by <a href="https://www.instagram.com/madsen_hair_makeup/" target="_blank">jossi madsen</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°13, 14 & 16</b> are shot in the home of</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">amazing friend <a href="https://www.instagram.com/atelier54/" target="_blank">sara n bergman</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>thank you</b> | <a href="https://www.instagram.com/sweetsafarienne/" target="_blank">sister</a> for always being there beside me,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it was in the middle of august 2011,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that i wrote my very first text in here.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">’so.</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i’ve finally decided to start a blog.</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hence the 'horror vacui'.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i've looked it up.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it means fear of empty space.</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and it is as just as well i confess right away,</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- cause as white and empty as these pages are right now,</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">as transparent am i.</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">{now, you don't really <i>see</i> me in here, but if you did,</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it is namely written all over my face if i even attempt to lie.}</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">furthermore, i’ve got my feelings like.. on the <i>outside</i> of my skin.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #666666; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">transparent and thin-skinned. now that's something, huh..?</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but one must start somewhere.’</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i lived then in a grand, quirky house with two kitchens,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">two bathrooms, seven other rooms and a wild garden</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with figs, kiwi fruit and a walnut tree.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">two hundred and twenty square meters of house</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">deemed for demolition, painted in </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">over</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">two hundred and twenty liters of white wall paint.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one of the bathrooms had an old built-in bathtub</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so big that you could almost drown in it</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the hearth was open with fire in two directions.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i was close to everything and everyone but </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">quite far away from myself.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">during my probably <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2013/01/en-plein-air.html" target="_blank">blackest snow white winter</a>,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my mom and i sat by her fireplace talking.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with hands cupped around wineglasses</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and gently around the words we chose to say out loud.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>- what have you asked for..?</i> mom asked.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for me, the inner image was immediate and obvious.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i saw myself. in that big, old house.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">how i actually </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">repeatedly</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">had fallen to my knees,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">back when the darkness so far was only a dull rumble on</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the horizon </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and just the sense of rain in the air.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>- to find my way back to myself.</i> i answered her, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">directly and honestly.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we both laughed, a little veiled.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>- careful what you wish for</i>, my mom said with a smile askew.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and i smiled too. in agreement and understanding.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">cause yes, that’s just what it was.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i hadn't asked for a nicer home, some beautiful object,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for a dream project with the camera to come true, or even for</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a child, which there was somehow a longing for.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i had asked, again and again, straight into the air,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to find the way back to myself.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">2013 proved to be one of the most tumultuous years of my life.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one of the most beautiful. one of the blackest.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one with the most grief. one with the deepest kind of joy.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">everything seemed to me to be a single, abysmal night.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the only light was that of the moon,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & the frosty fields it got to sparkle.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i wrote here;</span><br />
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<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">’maybe it sounds romantic. it’s not.</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">not a damn bit. i have heard sounds in my crying</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i did’t think belonged to me. like someone had</span><br />
<span style="color: #783f04; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dragged a wounded animal in between my linen sheets.’</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">after a while i knew that the earth-shattering, lied not in</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that my life changed practically or that i moved.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that the grief didn’t even lay in the breaking-up of a relationship.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but i, for the first time as an adult, realised that</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it lied in me having turned my back on myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lied in that i understood what that actually means.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and there i was, face to face with myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that love, when it strikes you, is like no other.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when it forgives and says <i>hey, you, - i've got you, kid.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i slept with a tiny 'school photo' of myself,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that my wise dad had given me quite well-timed,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">every night during that year.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for once i had caught sight of myself in her,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">where she sat with her pure glance towards the camera,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a 7 year old in a jumper striped sidewise,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with her hands resting on top of each other in front of her,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then i</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> understood, really, that we are the same person.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that, on her, i'll never again turn my back.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">maybe it's easier when you are happy, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i mean</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">as happy as i think one can <i>ever</i> be, being thin-skinned.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when everything has actually fallen into place,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when one finds true love, when you get to have a healthy,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">beautiful and happy little boy in your life.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when you dance </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">barefoot in the kitchen at night,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">holding each other close and no one knows it,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- maybe it's easier then to miss it.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to fail to see that there are more ways to lose yourself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or to realise that you can do so, even when you ’have it all’.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">because what am <i>i</i> ..?</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">what am i if i take away him with the capital H.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if i take away the word <i>mother</i> in front of hannah.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if i take away sister, daughter and friend.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if i take away the ’social media’ and this.. here.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for me.. in the very bottom of me,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it is that i've always gone my own way.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i would rather be lonely as a child, than on the inside</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">of a group </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">looking down at, - & coming down on others.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and alone i was.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i was a lonely child, a rather lonely teenager,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that walked up and down the beach after school, in a beret</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">far pulled down over wild hair and with knitted leg warmers</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when ’all the others’ had flared jeans and</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">perfectly permed curls.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it wasn’t a rebellion. it wasn't even a standpoint more so than</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">simply following the feeling that i don't want to be</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a part of something if it doesn't feel right inside.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it is that i write. i always write.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and i have loved the written word since dad read</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">out loud from <i>one thousand and one nights</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to us all in the big bed every single evening.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i wrote love letters to j.r.r. tolkien</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">{and then i cried for two days when mom told me that he was dead,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so there wasn’t really an easy way to mail letters to him.}</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i wrote short stories and kept a diary. or many.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i filled one beautiful notebook after the other,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fourteen of them i think in the end,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with exaggerated squiggly text and </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">spilling the over-dimensioned feelings of a teenager</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">out over the pages so it spilled over the edges of</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">those fabric-covered asian diaries adorned with dragons,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & a red ribbon to find your way.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;">it is that i think in images.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i always have done. i have loved photography since i </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">was a</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">small girl standing, with deepening dimples, under </span><a href="https://i0.wp.com/www.guggenheim.org/wp-content/uploads/1981/01/95.4323_ph_web.jpg?w=870" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;" target="_blank">a mapplethorpe</a><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in large silver gelatin, at an art exhibition at the ’louisiana’ gallery.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with adults around me blushing deeper and deeper as i </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">admired,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">not seeing what <i>they </i>saw, but </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the tones of the black and white</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the sentiment behind it all.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i grew up with an extended, fantastic family of</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dancers, ceramicists, actors and.. <i>photographers</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for a long time i thought that i had been given my language in writing.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">until i, just a few years ago, understood that one can</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">be allowed to love several languages.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that i need several languages to express myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that i need to translate myself into print on paper.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if that me.. if <i>i </i>am suddenly afraid to disappear</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if i am not </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">where ’everyone else’ is,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if i stop writing. if i'm shooting for the wrong reason.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then maybe i have lost myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or i am on the way there.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that, i have promised a seven-year old,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a jumper striped sidewise,</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- never to do again.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">life goes in circles and changes. changes us.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that i want to be awake for.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that which is hidden in the obscurity of ourselves.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">from her i've learnt to track my feelings.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she always said to us, as children,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">’<i>yes, you are sad.. but why are you sad..?</i>’</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">often followed by</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">’<i>you don't have to answer <b>me</b>.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>but it's good if you know it for yourself.</i>’</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sometimes, back then, you just wanted to shout</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">I'M JUST SAD..! I'M SEVEN ..!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">.. but what it taught me was just that, to be able to track</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">backwards, inside of the feelings. to find out why.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it's not always so beautiful that <i>why</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but it's liberating. every time.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">now, my thoughts had been so elusive, for so long.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but they suddenly became clear </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- the thoughts and feelings had become crystal clear ideals and ideas.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my helmet didn't attach to an entire space suit,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">just down around my heart. that’ll suffice.</span></div>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dark red crayon among all the blue.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and there i found my answer.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so i am on my own.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">as much as it's possible when you are happily in love.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when you're the mother of a one-year old boy with dimples,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mischievously glittery dark eyes and</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the softest, most sweet-scented skin.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i am alone in the small moments. no phone.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i light all the candles just for me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i sit at the kitchen table, alone, and just.. <i>am</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so i write.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i write just for me. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">somewhere else </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">without needing to be read by others.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so i photograph.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i photograph just for me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for the projects being built for others.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i collect images on the inside and somewhere else,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">without needing to be assessed and commended</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">by someone </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">other than myself.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i'm an astronaut exploring.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i'm finding the way back to myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sometimes, when you've got that blissful ’everything’</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and a whole world inside of your visor,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">such detours are required.</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the detour finally led me in here too.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to my own words and to Yours.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to my photographs and my own history, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">which</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">actually exists, in part at least; written down here.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that takes me back to the beginning.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to the fear of empty space. but it has to be that way.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">everything has an ending. this too.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and i feel so strongly right now that there’s</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a new me breathing somewhere</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and my more adult self i’ve promised,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when i feel that, - to dare burn bridges. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>dear me,</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>silence is not a song</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you should know all the words to.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">is also true.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i've learnt that from this love.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the total silence is not for me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so i hope to see you very soon.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">at that other place. where i so far write just for myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">where i collect photographs without anyone seeing.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for even if no one yet is there to evaluate,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or tap a heart,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there is always a sheet of paper.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there is always a pen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then there is always a way out.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and home.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with love</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and my deepest thank you</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for everything you've been in here,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">thru the years,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hannah</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det var en känsla av mer höjd än vanligt till himlen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och mycket kärlek liksom konserverad i jardin majorelle.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">slingrande mellan enorma kaktusar och agave-plantor levde </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som en</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">egen luft gjord på skratt, varm bris och konstnärlig passion.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så säger en av mina anteckningar,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">från när vi var där 2014 för att fotografera. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">målaren jacques majorelle började skapa trädgården</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">runt sitt hem och studio på 30 talet.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">yves saint laurent och hans partner pierre bergé </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fann</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">trädgården på 60 talet, under sin första resa till marrakech.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de skrev i sin ’éditions de la martinière’</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 24px; text-align: justify;">“</span><em style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); border: 0px; line-height: 24px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; vertical-align: baseline;">We quickly became very familiar with this garden,</em></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">under 80 talet köpte saint laurent och bergé </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jardin majorelle</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och räddade den undan från ett fastighetsprojekt där</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">trädgården skulle jämnas med marken och i dess ställe </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">skulle ett hotell komplex byggas.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">paret flyttade in och tog hand om trädgården</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och saint laurent hördes ofta beskriva hur han i den</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">funnit en </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">otömlig källa av inspiration och att han</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men hans aska spreds i rosenträdgården i jardin majorelle.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vid begravningsceremonin där i trädgården avslutade</span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 22px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><span style="color: #444444;">and that one day i will join you under the moroccan palms’ ..</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kanske är det för målarens alla drag med penseln,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för modeskaparens drömmar om dess färger eller </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för hans kärleks sista ord,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- som jag fann där leva så mycket </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kärlek och konstnärlig passion,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tillsammans med den fullkomliga skatten </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av växter.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag har i min samling därifrån och har nu delat med mig</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">varmt tack till Er som redan sänt efter dessa tryck..!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det ska bli </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så fint att få se hur trädgården lever vidare också i Era hem.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 22px;">or so says one of my notes, </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 22px;">from when we</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 22px;">around his home and studio in the 30's.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif; line-height: 22px;">they wrote in their 'editions de la martinière';</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="line-height: 24px; text-align: justify;">“</span><em style="background-attachment: initial; background-clip: initial; background-image: initial; background-origin: initial; background-position: initial; background-repeat: initial; background-size: initial; border: 0px; line-height: 24px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; text-align: justify; vertical-align: baseline;">We quickly became very familiar with this garden,</em></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 22px; text-align: start;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">during the 80's saint laurent and bergé bought jardin majorelle</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 22px; text-align: start;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the couple moved in and took care of the garden <span style="line-height: 21.56px;">and</span></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in 2008 saint laurent passed away in paris,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but his ashes were scattered in the rose garden of jardin majorelle.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">at the funeral ceremony right there in the garden</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">his partner pierre bergé finished his speech with the words;</span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 22px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i><span style="color: #444444;">and that one day i will join you under the moroccan palms’ ..</span></i></span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">perhaps it is because they saved the lungs of the city,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">perhaps it is the painter’s every stroke of a brush,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the designer’s dreams of its colours or the last words from his love,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- that i found so much love and artistic passion living there,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">along with the amazing treasure of plants.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i am extremely grateful today, for the folder of photographs </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i have </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my collection from there and i have now shared three polaroids,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- two from inside the garden and an from outside,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">on </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">rue yves saint laurent.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">they are now available as fine art prints</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it’ll be so beautiful to see how the garden lives on,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och dem blev många i slutet av förra året.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en av böckerna var <i>eat beautiful</i> av wendy rowe. </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag vill ta bättre hand om både in, - & utsida under det här nya året</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och den här boken påminner om mycket logisk kunskap,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men kan kanske mest av allt ge den där sortens inspiration som</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">gör att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">man </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">inte </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">bara</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> lär utan får kicken att också leva,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">just som, - man lär.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">försöker<i> </i>värna om nu, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när vi skapar ett nytt liv som familj.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eller precis hur </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fullt det vill i tvättkorgen och brevlådan i datorn.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om den där nya boken är för att vårstäda kroppen, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så är polpo’s</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi har turen att ha nära till en av deras restauranger </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">aldrig har vi tumlat ut därifrån, med både vänner & familj,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är fredag och jag fortsätter kurera årtiondets </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allra envisaste influensa.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag ska se om jag kan hitta fler </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dunderkurer </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">än manuka honung </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">eat beautiful</i></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och</span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">försöka att inte tycka alltför synd om mig själv</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med vad som känns som en bikupa till huvud på trötta axlar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">när jag hänger upp </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">en stor skjorta och en liten skjorta, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">bredvid varandra</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">då tar jag sakta in. som att jag bara kan det i korta drag.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att landa i att leva inuti den, fortfarande svävande. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag håller riktning <i>kärlek. </i>leder mig längs en fin vän’s</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och där känner jag igen mig.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kan kurvorna i det mjukslitna trappräcket.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">38 år av smekningar och åka baklänges.</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i det huset växte jag själv upp en gång.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men om inte jag är stark,</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om inte jag är så lycklig jag bara kan,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så jag fotograferar och han kryper runt bland blombladen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag läser mail högt på svenska, - viskar modersmål till sömns.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 21.56px;">and i’m still in the midst of.. <i>taking it in</i>. that’s what it feel like to me.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 21.56px;">i fiddle with the fact that he’s <i>ours</i>. that it is <i>us</i>. still.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">when i stroke his downy head and that’s all the world consists of.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 21.56px;">when he sits and eats a piece of green apple and his gaze gets caught</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">somewhere far away, where i also see myself in him.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 21.56px;">that’s when i take it in. as if i can only do it in brief breaths.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="line-height: 21.56px;">i think to myself <i>perhaps any other way i’d drown.</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the love for him was immediate.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i take direction <i>love</i>. lead myself along a beautiful friend’s;</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and there i recognise the way. i know it by heart.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">also the small cracks. few but sharp.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that which for some might be what holds it all together,</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">what’s needed for it to work, to me is unfamiliar.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the sky </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">and the horizon.</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">on a beautiful appointed day, for me to </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">return to work.</span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i read e mails out loud in swedish, - whisper him in native tongue to rest.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i send replies quietly, in his sleeping skin against mine.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i have less time and more flighty thoughts that’s crowding.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but i have more desires, more ideas,</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">more inspiration that’ll soon rupture the seams.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">at times i close my eyes and smile inside of that which i don’t know.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">at times i have to start over. all the way down from the very first step,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en önskan att föreviga ett vilt vallmo fält.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vallmo är ju så inspirerande bara så..!</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">virginia woolf skrev</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>she was like a crinkled poppy;</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag menar.. är inte det galet vackert så säg..?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag plåtade det här fotografiet av ett vallmo fält i skymningen,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att jag önskade mig en påminnelse av <i>hemma</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och av min familj, nu långt borta.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det var alltid något lite mörkt över den där ritualen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi satt oftast vid det stora köksbordet och drack ett glas vin,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till synen av människor som, i förberedelse för midsommar, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att sedan skyffla in dem i bakluckan på sina bilar,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och försvinna i diverse dammiga rivstarter.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mama sa alltid</span></div>
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<i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de kommer alla vara döda vid hemkomsten.</span></i></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>she was like a crinkled poppy;</i></span></div>
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<span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i mean.. isn’t that just crazy beautiful..?</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;"><span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i shot this photograph </span></span></span><span style="font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">of a poppy field at dusk</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">because i wanted a reminder of <i>home</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">and of </span><span style="font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">my family, now far away.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">there was always something </span><span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">a bit dark in that </span><span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">ritual.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="box-sizing: border-box; font-stretch: inherit; font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">we were most often sitting by the big kitchen table drinking </span><span style="font-variant: inherit; line-height: inherit;">wine,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">januari med sin stämning av nystart och ljus av blanka ark över himlen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den där påtagliga närvaron av tomhet vars spegling ju är möjligheter. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att nästan få som <i>börja om</i>. där finner jag mig själv nu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hallen invaderas fullkomligt av det mjölkiga januariljuset.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det doftar gamla böcker, pudrig musk och vit freesia.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när jag väl lagt märke till henne, längtan, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag vill resa. jag vill städa bort. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag vill flytta. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag vill ha nymålade väggar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag vill skriva det som är oskrivet i mig.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och kanske mest av allt vill jag lyssna.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så tänker jag med fingertopparna dröjande vid de gula, glada</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">små bollarna till blommor. för det som varit tungt,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det som vi, nästan alla, verkar ha upplevt under förra året,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag känner förnimmelsen av det nu, där jag står </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som om </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag f</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">astnat i en rörelse.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>det</i> sitter kvar i svarta </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vinterrocken </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag står där i. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kylan från förra året,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i tunga svarta ylleveck. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tröttheten mellan raderna överallt.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att kunna hålla ifrån sig som innan, - världen, den lidande.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men sedan då..? när rocken är av kavlar jag upp ärmarna</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och tappar upp ett bad i köksvasken, sänker ner en</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag lyssnar. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på tystnaden.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">måste sedan fingra in <i>l'air de rien</i> på det mobila uppslagsverket</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">.</span></div>
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<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">the air of nothing</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">. make sense.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think i’ve longed more for this than i’ve realized.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">january. with its atmosphere of a fresh start</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the light of clean sheets across the skies.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that tangible presence of emptiness whose reverberation is potential.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to be able to <i>start over</i>. that’s where i find myself now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the hallway is invaded completely by the milky light of january.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s a scent of old books, powdery musk and white freesias.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">once i’ve noticed her, the longing,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she occupies me like a new love. that dull tingle deep down.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i want to travel. i want to spring clean. i want to move. i want freshly painted walls.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i want to write what is unwritten in me.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i want to shoot from new angles. i want to read.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and perhaps most of all, i want to listen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i’m thinking as my fingertips linger by the yellow, happy</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">somehow seem to have experienced last year,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">what <i>is</i> that..?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i feel the sensation of it now, where i stand as if stuck in motion.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and it remains there in the black winter coat i’m standing in.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the cold from last year, in heavy black woolen folds.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the weariness in between the lines everywhere. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the silent sense of despair.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">perhaps it caught up with us last year. got too close </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to be kept away,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">first it starts to feel empty. more and more empty.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then it starts breaking. and then all goes silent.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">maybe it had to break like that, for us to slow down.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but then what..? when the coat is off i roll up my sleeves</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and run a bath in the kitchen sink, lower a </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">floundering excited</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think <i>what will your world be..? your time..?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i dry him off gently and embrace him.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he leans his head against my chest and we sit for a long while,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">like that, on the edge of the bed as dusk falls.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">milky white light becomes pink skies. vanilla coloured houses glow.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he falls asleep against my skin and heart. and i listen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i then key in <i>l’air de rien</i> into the mobile encyclopedia.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>the air of nothing</i>. makes sense.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but in french it’s also an expression for <i>nonchalantly</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och lastar ur resväskor, barnvagn och liten pojke </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i djupet av mig blommar där lila små skira, vilda blommor</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">välkomnade av ett nästan som om tomt ark rum.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i granskogen. jag minns det som om det alltid snöade då.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- av en enorm gran klädd </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med riktiga, stora röda äpplen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i randiga snören och spillande </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">inslagna paket inunder, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> kommer minnas av den här dagen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sedan. om många år från nu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">klicka samman mellan vinglas och levande ljus på bordet.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i djupet av mig är jag tillbaka just <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2013/12/a-christmas-morning.html" target="_blank">här</a>, för några år sedan i tid.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det ångade från nakna axlar och färdades bubblor i glasen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag är viktlös i vattnet. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så medveten om allt som är </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">nu</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the depths of me blooms tiny delicate, wild purple flowers</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and here that i found my own light.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when we enter, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">welcomed by an almost as if clean sheet room.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">closing in on its end. a breathing space</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/xqzAuyQQlK/" target="_blank">noël</a> aims with the axe. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">MoFa says how,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">standing confidently close as splinters swirl.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and have chosen which one during the same wild discussions as then.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">noël then carries at one end, shrewd glances from under dark,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">long bangs, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">constantly with a secretive teenage smile.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bella carries at the other end. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the depths of me, she is me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lugs the actually <i>a bit too heavy</i> tree, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sharply prickly through the</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">woollen mittens, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">stubborn in silent concentration.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in between two large trees stands a stroller.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in it sleeps our child. it is his first christmas tree hunt,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but he doesn’t know that yet.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">clicking together, out there in the </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">pine forest.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">remember it as if it was always snowing back then.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">now there’s only a gentle, golden afternoon sun.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">maybe it’s the gluey caramels in the pocket</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the sudden </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">discovery out </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">among the trees,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- of a huge fir tree decorated with </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">real, big red apples</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hanging </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">from striped string and with gift wrapped boxes</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">spilling out underneath, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that they will remember from this day.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">cassius looses himself in bella.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he crawls after, collapses her wood brick castles.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he looks and looks and looks.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">they make music in the kitchen, drums on upside down </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">pots</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with ladles. in the depths of me, bella is small again.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2012/01/fredagsflickor.html" target="_blank">plays with potatoes in that same kitchen</a>,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">adds one at a time into a cautious stack and double back</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">be heard clicking together, between wine glasses</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and candles burning on the table.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s the making of kale crisps, night after night.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s the scent of lobster thermidor & freshly baked bread,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the scent of pine and clementines, of just our <i>home</i>.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we drink champagne in the wilderness hot tub on the 23rd.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the fire basket is wildly afire and laughter rises with the steam.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the depths of me, i’m back right <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2013/12/a-christmas-morning.html" target="_blank">here</a>, but a few years ago in time.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">vapor veiled from bare shoulders and bubbles travelled in glasses.</span><br style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">upwards, upwards, toward the treetops we looked,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">but not a single star.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">now it's a starry night. everything is clear.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i’m weightless in the water.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so awake to everything that is <i>now</i>.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">tekopp, kaffekopp, litet glas mandelmj</span><span style="background-color: white;">ölk.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de många ljusen i den stora gamla kyrkoljusstaken brinner i dunklet,</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">droppar stearin ner på en h</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444;">ög med julkort.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">han virar sytråd, jag håller, liten pysslar med ett</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">blad eukalyptus; v</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">änder och vrider med stor koncentration.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">vi har lånat en av hans galgar i miniatyr,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">f</span><span style="background-color: white;">ör det som i år blir den enda lilla viskning av doft</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">och ensamma påminnelsen om jul h</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är </span><span style="background-color: white;">i vår l</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">ägenhet.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi ska resa till sverige och julen d<span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">till en MoFa som bakar och lagar mat med vana, </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">k</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">ärleksfulla h</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">änder.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">han har sagt det sj</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">älv, n</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är livet br</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">änt till </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">omkring oss,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">- '.. och allt jag kan g</span><span style="background-color: white;">öra </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är att laga mat..'</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">då har jag t</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">änkt</span></span><br />
<i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">vet Du inte </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">än att just det </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är det finaste Du kan g</span><span style="background-color: white;">öra..?</span></span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">timmarna i k</span><span style="background-color: white;">öket</span><span style="background-color: white;">, i cirklar mellan vask och spis,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">i det språk som </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är hans. saffran och vitt vin.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">japanska sylvassa knivar och k</span><span style="background-color: white;">ökshandduk </span><span style="background-color: white;">över axeln.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">jag hoppas att Du vet, pappa. vi vet.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">spartanen har redan något dr</span><span style="background-color: white;">ömskt i r</span><span style="background-color: white;">östen,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">n</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är han frågar </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">strax innan vi somnar</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;"><i>vi kommer nog inte fram så sent att </i></span><i style="text-align: left;">det inte blir middag..?</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;"><i>aldrig..!</i> ler jag i m</span><span style="background-color: white;">örkret.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">vi ska resa till sverige och julen d</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till en MoMo som kommer ha letat runt efter vars ett</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">trearmat stearinljus i miniatyr, som kommer sitta fastkl</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">ämt</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">runt tallrikarnas kant med såna d</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">gammaldags hållare </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">f</span><span style="background-color: white;">ör </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">julgransljus.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">som kommer ha k</span><span style="background-color: white;">öpt surdegskn</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">äcke, fantastiska ostar,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">och har k</span><span style="background-color: white;">öat </span><span style="background-color: white;">i timmar f</span><span style="background-color: white;">ör den allra godaste sillen hos favoritfiskaren.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">som s</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">äger <i>inte k</i></span><i><span style="background-color: white;">öpa</span><span style="text-align: left;"> julklappar i år,</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">mitt hj</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">ärta </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är stilla. </span><span style="background-color: white;">liten's f</span><span style="background-color: white;">örsta jul. och </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">allt passar.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">det h</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är </span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">är precis vad vi beh</span><span style="background-color: white;">över. </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white;">firande i miniatyr. till br</span><span style="background-color: white; text-align: left;">ä</span><span style="background-color: white;">dden fyllt</span><span style="background-color: white;"> av omtanke,</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">all three of us sit around our kitchen table.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a tea cup, a coffee cup, a tiny glass of almond milk.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the many candles in the big old church candelabra burns in the dusk,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">drips candle wax down on a heap of christmas cards.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he winds sewing thread, i hold, the baby potters with a eucalyptus leaf;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">twist and turn with dewy-eyed concentration.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we've borrowed one of his hangers in miniature,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for that which this year becomes the only little whisper </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">of</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fragrance and solitary sign of christmas in our flat.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we're traveling to sweden and christmas there.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a grandpa <i>MoFa </i>baking and cooking with skilled, loving hands.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">he's said it himself, when life has burned around us;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i've thought</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the language that is his. saffron and white wine.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i hope you know, papa. we know.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the spartan already speaks in a dreamy voice,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when he asks just before we fall asleep</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>we won't arrive so late that we won't do dinner..?</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>never..! </i>i smile in the darkness.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a grandma <i>MoMo</i> that will have been searching for those our</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">traditional three-armed candles in miniature, which will then be held</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">by those antique christmas tree candleholders;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one on the edge of each bottom plate around the table.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a <i>MoMo</i> who will have bought sourdough crisp bread and amazing cheeses</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and who's queued for hours to buy the tastiest herring from the favorite fisherman.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my mama who says <i>don't buy christmas gifts this year,</i></span></div>
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<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, "Times New Roman", serif;">- you are the presents. just BE.. here with us.</i></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we're traveling to sweden and christmas there.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my heart is still. our baby's first christmas. and everything.. fits.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there's nothing we need more.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a christmas in miniature. filled to the brim with care.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with love,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så blev det då att vi hann få upp dörrarna ändå.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">man kan fylla i sina uppgifter för att få nyhetsbrev </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det kommer nya lanseringar, limiterade upplagor,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tillfälliga sample sales..</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och så kan man så klart <a href="http://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/shop" target="_blank">köpa </a></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><a href="http://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/shop" target="_blank">fine art tryck</a> av mitt arbete.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ännu finns det dagar till godo, om man vill</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ha n</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ågot </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hos sig innan jul, vilket var mitt hopp med</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">öppna precis nu,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kunna g</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">öra det f</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ör dem som </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">önskar.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i första rundan har jag lagt dit fotografier som</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">efterfrågats </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mycket, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sådant som inte släppts tidigare.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sedan är tanken att det ska tillkomma lite under</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> det nya </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">stundande året</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi trycker allting i en hahnemühle certifierad print studio, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">giclée teknik,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vilket resulterar i vackra, arkiveringsbeständiga printar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag är redan förälskad i att få befinna mig där i print studion,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">papper, bläck, kaffe och passion.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som är ett matt bestruket papper med en slät yta.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">alla tryck är präglade med en diskret embossing stämpel</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att garantera äkthet, som en relief av mitt namn i pappret alltså.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">alla beställningar ur min print butik kommer med ett par</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mjuka bomullshandskar <i>on us</i>, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att Ni ska kunna packa upp,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & senare hantera, Er nya konst </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med omsorg och kärlek.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">n</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ågot jag sj</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">älv saknat n</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">är jag </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ivrigt </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">velat lirka fram</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det finns <a href="http://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/copy-of-about" target="_blank">mer att läsa</a> om man är nyfiken,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & fråga gärna om Ni undrar något. här med. </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">egentligen ville jag mest titta in, som utlovat, och säga </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att</span><br />
<i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nu är dörrarna öppna.. v</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">älkommen..!</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i mitt alldeles <i>nu</i> ska jag krypa ner mellan lakanen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med två av de allra finaste jag vet. det blir ett glas champagne,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en kopp te, levande ljus och säkert viskningar om nya,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and so it happened that we could finally open the doors.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">now it's there, my own personal print shop.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there you can read a bit <a href="http://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/about" target="_blank">about my journey</a> so far,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">you can sign up for newsletters that'll be sent out only</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when there are new launches, limited editions</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & the occasional sample sale.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and then you can, of course, <a href="http://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/shop" target="_blank">buy fine art prints</a>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there's still days to go, if one wants delivery </span>before christmas,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">which was kind of my hope to be able to help you with,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">by opening the doors just now. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in this first round, i've put photographs in there that</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the idea is then that photographs will be added,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the upcoming new and exciting year,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">such as limited editions of selected work,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we giclée print everything in a hahnemühle certified print studio,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">resulting in beautiful fully archival prints.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i'm already in love with finding myself there in the print studio,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">taking deep breaths in with that unmistakable blend of fragrances.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we print on hahnemühle studio enhanced matte 210 gsm,</span></div>
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">which is a matte coated paper with a smooth surface texture.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">all prints are relief embossed with a discreet seal to ensure authenticity,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- like my name in a small corner relief that is.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">orders from my personal print shop come with complimentary </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">soft cotton gloves, for you to be able to unpack,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & later handle, your new art with care and love.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">something i've been missing when <i>i've</i> eagerly wanted to</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">without straight away managing to put both one and two</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there's <a href="http://www.hannahlemholtphotography.com/copy-of-about" target="_blank">more to read</a> if one is curious,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and feel free to ask if you have any questions. here too.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i mostly wanted to stop by and, as promised, say that</span><br />
<i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the doors are open now.. welcome..!</span></i><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in my own just <i>now </i>i'm gonna snuggle up between the sheets,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">close, close to two of the loveliest people i know.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">they're waiting. along with candles, a glass of champagne,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a cup of tea and presumably whispers about new,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">exciting adventures for tonight's bedtime story.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">sådär står det inne i min egen print butik, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">som nu äntligen faktiskt verkar kunna slå upp dörrarna <i>när som</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">jag får en släng av tanken att det där kanske låter</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">överdrivet nostalgiskt eller melodramatiskt, eller både och.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">likväl är det sant och grejen är ju, att jag försöker vara just sann,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">även när </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">det skaver eller när det riskerar bli klibbigt.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">det är sant att fotograferandet på något vis översätter det mesta åt mig.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">det tvingar fram saker jag inte förstått med huvudet,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">eller velat än förstå med hjärtat. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">plötsligt har jag, på riktigt, stått där med ett stort tryck</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">av ett fotografi, månader ’senare’, en</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">en gånger en meters nyckel som stirrar tillbaka, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">säger</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">det tröstar också just därför. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">för då har ju någon del av mig både sett och insett,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">för att sedan ta en väg som <i>går.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">gör att det är inte jag som går, det är vägen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">så att plötsligt kan jag komma ut på andra sidan,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i en öppen glänta, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">bortom att inte ha sett skogen för alla träd.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">och för allt det, är det livet. utan det skulle mitt liv inte längre vara mitt.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">- & leva på, det jag älskar allra mest att syssla med. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>and you will never have to work a day in your life.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">men hon hade ju lika rätt som skrev där bland kommentarerna, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">att </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">utan ett företag som ’säljer mig’, emellan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">och det är bara jag. och Ni.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the words up there are in my own print shop,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i get a bout of the idea that it might sound</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">nevertheless it’s true, and the thing is that i try to <i>be</i> true,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it is true that photography somehow translates most things for me.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it compels things i don’t necessarily understand with the head,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">suddenly i’ve found myself, really, standing there</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">because it means some part of me <i>has</i> actually both seen,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">realised </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><i>and</i> actively taken a path that.. moves.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it disputes and disentangles, asks questions and answers them.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it is discussed whether it is confucius, or someone else’s, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but she was equally right, she who wrote, among the comments, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">that</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">cause no, it’s not really. working ’full time’ is just the beginning</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and<i> blood, sweat and tears</i> for once literally true.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and then that solitary, for good and bad,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">- in the way that it all comes <i>out of me</i>,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">all the way to you, ultimately.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">without a company ’selling me’ in between.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i'm back to my roots, back to fine art.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>’all the women in me.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när min reflektion ser tillbaka på mig i den antika guldspegeln i sovrummet,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där jag sitter på sängkanten just medan solen går upp,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">är jag stilla tacksam att dess glas är sådär ogenomskinligt,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eskimåpussar och plötsliga, klara, <i>-</i> <i>mamma</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon är trött som lyfter upp honom från golvet då.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till höften och vidare upp i luften. upp, upp, upp.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en hög brev och telefonen som brevpress.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">svar som dröjt för länge och som fortfarande blir för korta.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">min enda skärpa. bildminnet.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nästa vecka ska min personliga print-butik <i>äntligen</i> vara klar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi måste ju hinna skicka julklappar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag är tillbaka i just det personliga.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det känns så rätt och så bra, ända in, förbi tröttheten</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och för alla de delar som lever i mig.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som jag svarade när jag gick där i cirklar över golvet,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">in i december och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">långt vidare än så, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">tänker jag att det är okej att vara trött.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">för mig var 2016 ett år som krävde,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">som ställde det mesta på sin spets. 2016 ställde frågor.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">jag tror att 2017 blir ett år som svarar. </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">och så läser jag nya ord som fastnar, som får ta över;</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>i am obsessed with becoming</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>a woman</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>comfortable in her skin.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">jag läser dem för henne på sängkanten,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">för henne som barfota dansar i köket, för systern</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">och för vännen. fotografen också.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°1, 4 & 5</b> | all for <a href="http://fira.me/" target="_blank">fira</a> a/w'16 look book <i>studio september </i>|</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">model / muse : <a href="https://www.instagram.com/linaxmuse/" target="_blank">lina lindholm</a> | hair & mua : <a href="http://madsenhairandmakeup.com/" target="_blank">jossi madsen</a> |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">location : <a href="http://www.ballroomblitzz.com/" target="_blank">ballroom blitzz</a> </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°2</b> | a shot from the home of my amazing friend <a href="https://www.instagram.com/atelier54/" target="_blank">sara n bergman</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">featuring my fine art print '<i>shadow</i>' from the upcoming print shop,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">taken by <a href="https://www.instagram.com/sweetsafarienne/" target="_blank">babysister e</a>.. thank you..!</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>image n°3 </b>| fine art print '<i>private</i>' shot in our home</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>quotes</b> | "all the women in me. are tired." written by favorite </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">nayyirah waheed</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and new love - </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">"i am obsessed with becoming </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">a woman</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">comfortable in her skin" is written by sandra cisneros</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">"there are years that ask questions and years that answer"</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">by zora neale hurston</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">november left me with a sentence that remained.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">'<i>all the women in me.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">when my reflection looks back at me in the vintage gold mirror in our bedroom,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">where i sit, it seems, on the edge of the bed just as the sun rises,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i am stilly thankful that its glass is opaque like that,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">has black blind spots of age. is a soft <i>good morning</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for one now in crumpled black silk and hair in disarray.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i pinch roses in my cheeks, a vain gardener.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the kisses are slumberous.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">she's tired, the one stroking his stubbled chin. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">my coffee. his tea. buba’s milk. in an accustomed barefoot dance.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">eskimo kisses and a sudden, all clear, - <i>mamma</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">she’s tired, she who lifts him up off the floor right then.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but she lifts.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to the hip and on, up into the air. up, up, up.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">hold him high in the morning light. everything for a delighted giggle. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">a pile of letters and the phone as the paperweight.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">replies that’s taken a long time and are still too short.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the sister. the friend. she’s tired, she who keys in replies,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">where she’s sitting at the kitchen table for one</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">of those rare, and already meted, - moments of quiet. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the camera is heavy in the hand.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i answer questions about what i do, <i>how</i> i do it,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">walking in circles across the floor and pray a silent prayer</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for the last pieces to fall into place in the days unfolding.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">she's tired, she who’s sorting words for photographs.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but she remembers.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">every title and every poem. the tone of the photograph.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">my only sharpness. my 'image memory'.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">next week, my personal print shop will finally launch.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i mean, we <i>have</i> to do it in time to send christmas gifts.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and with it i’m back to just that, - <i>personal</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it feels so right and so good, all the way in, past the tired</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and for all the parts that live in me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">as i answered, walking there in circles across the floor,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">with the phone wedged between shoulder and ear;</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">into december and far further than that,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i’m thinking that it's okey to be tired.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for me 2016 was a year that demanded,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">one that brought most to a head. 2016 raised questions.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i think 2017 will be a year that answers.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and so i read a new sentence that remains,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">one that gets to take over;</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>i am obsessed with becoming</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>a woman</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i read them to her sitting on the edge of the bed,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to her barefoot dancing in the kitchen,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to the sister, and the friend. the lover.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to the photographer too.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ett sällsamt vinterljus ligger över den lilla parken utanför.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så att allt som är i ljus blir bäddat i mjölkigt vitt.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">havet ligger i ännu mer sällsam turkos,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">alldeles stilla </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mot den stålgrå kanten himmel. </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är isigt kallt mot huden men elefantgräset är spirande grönt,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">växer vilt och vackert nedanför trappan till 'the nursery'.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag tänker igen på hur fint det är med den dubbla </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">betydelsen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för engelskans nursery. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>dagis</i>. och <i>plantskola</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">knoppar som ska brista ut i blom. en skola för små träd.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i dag är den morgon när jag lämnar min son där </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för första gången.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en och en halv timme på prov </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">känns som </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ett litet universum av tid.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag känner mig som om ihålig plötsligt.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag har längtat efter egen tid. nu finns ingen längtan.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bara ett hål och inuti det vad som känns som ett ljudlöst eko.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">på datorn svävar en snurrande regnbåge, invänder mot arbete.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag gör en kopp te och försöker fånga stunden istället. just som den är.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tiden sträcker ut sig som en lat katt, randig på tvären.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en brandbil kör förbi utanför, sirenerna skär genom dov åska.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>någonstans brinner det i regnet</i>, tänker jag.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">teet kallnar medan jag inväntar tiden.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi har inte kommit ur </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">huset i tid för något sedan han föddes.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i dag låser jag dörren utan att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vänta in tiden alls.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon får hinna i kapp mig nedför gatan.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kall och blöt möter jag en fotograf i hallen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">han har fotograferat alla barnen idag, berättar han.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag vet inte hur han vet vems mamma jag är.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kanske säger jag det. jag är för suddig för att veta säkert.</span><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">cassius</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> mumlar han och söker i sin stora kamera,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vrider fram till en bild och vinklar skärmen </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att visa mig.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och där sitter han på golvet och tittar upp, in i kameran och in i mig.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hans lilla kropp i stickat. med lite utstående öron och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sirapsmörka ögon.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hans mun är öppen och blicken likaså.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hålrummet i mig ekar som om av en avlägsen liten bjällra.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>he’s gorgeous</i>, ler fotografen och håller kvar min blick.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en målare hjälper mig med vagnen nedför trappan.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det har slutat regna och ner över havet skickar solen silvriga spjut </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">genom det mjölkigt vita.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och så är det ju. den där lilla </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">himlakroppen i stickat är min apertur.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">han är i sig en öppning. till världen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">genom honom glimtar jag ibland en abyss, vars djup gör mig yr.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och ändå, över alltihop, svävar en enastående ömhet.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">there’s a wondrous winter light over the small park outside.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">one that embeds all that is light in a milky white.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">the sea is an even more wondrous tone of turquoise,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">perfectly still against the steel grey edge of sky.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">it is icy cold against the skin but the elephant grass is sprouting green,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">grows wild and beautiful below the stone staircase towards the nursery.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i think again how lovely the double meaning is, translated to swedish,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">for the english word nursery. daycare and garden centre.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">buds that will burst into bloom. a school for trees.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">today is the morning when i leave my son there for the first time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">one and a half hours of <i>testing</i> feels like a small universe of time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and me as if suddenly hollow.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i have longed for time of my own. now there is no longer that longing.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">just a hole, and inside it, - what feels like a silent echo.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">on the computer screen hovers a spinning rainbow, opposes work.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i make a cup of tea and try to capture the moment. just as it is.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">time stretches out like a lazy cat, striped crosswise.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">a fire truck drives past outside and the sirens cut through dull thunder. </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>somewhere there’s a fire in the rain</i>, i think.to myself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">the tea turns cold while i await time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">we haven’t left the house in time for anything since he was born.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">today i lock the door without abiding time at all.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">she can catch up with me down the street.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">he has photographed all the kids today, he says.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i don’t know how he knows whose mother i am.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">maybe i tell him. i'm too blurred to know for sure.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>cassius</i> he mumbles and search his big camera,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">finding his way to the image. he angles the screen to show me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and there he sits on the floor. looking up into the camera and into me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">his little body in knitwear. with his ears a bit protruding and syrupy, dark eyes.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">his mouth is open and his glance too.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">the hollow in me echoes as from a distant tiny bell.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>he's gorgeous</i>, smiles the photographer and holds my gaze.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i fell matt, but think i’ve got glassy eyes.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">a painter helps me carry the pram down the stairs.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">it has stopped raining </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">the sun shoots silvery spears down the sea, through the milky white.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and that’s how it is. that little celestial body in knitwear is my aperture.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">he is in an opening in himself. to the world.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">through him i sometimes glimpse an abyss whose somber depth turn me faint.</span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">bara iakttar när de andra stiger in i sina grott-sviter.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">jag vet på ett ungefär vad reaktionen kommer bli.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">de är ju familj och jag har varit här innan.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">pappa tar sig för hjärtat och där förblir hans hand,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">medan han går mellan rummen.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mammas ögon fylls av tårar till bredden.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">för mig blir det ännu starkare den här gången.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">kanske för att de är med. för att jag får uppleva det</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">med de flesta av De Mina omkring mig.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">alla </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">de kyrkor, tempel och kloster jag varit i,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">från bali till toscana och där emellan,</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">tycks komma tillbaka till mig, </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif; line-height: 21.56px;">alla på en gång</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">och inta mig i </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">något av det mjukaste våldsamma</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"> slag.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är oktober och vi har rest tillbaka till matera.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi bor ett tag där i grottstaden, gömd i klacken av den</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">italienska stöveln, </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">på </span><a href="http://legrottedellacivita.sextantio.it/en/" style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;" target="_blank"><i>sextantio</i> le grotte della civita</a><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">,</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- hotellprojektet som är gömt som en sann skatt,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i den äldsta delen </span></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">av matera’s </span><i style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">sassi</i><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">, 'kvarteren av sten'.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">golven är upptagna, just sten för sten, - & sedan tillbakalagda.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">slitet mjuka gömmer de nu wifi, golvvärme och </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">all </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">modern lyx,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">- dem & valven som höjer sig </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">över oss, </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">i honungsfärgad kalksten,</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ständigt glödande i stearinljusens sken.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><br /><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för mig handlar det om att </span></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">allt </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">på något vis skalas bort </span></span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">i</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">enkelheten av sten, trä och ljus. det talar så till något glömt.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">något djupt inuti och evigt. </span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">att samtidigt också känna sig fullkomligt omhändertagen</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">av mjukheten och renheten, de goda dofterna,</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 21.56px;">- & </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 21.56px;">att överflödet är så skickligt gömt,</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">däri finns också någon slags nyckel.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">lika tung som den nyckel man </span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;">får till sin grotta,</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; line-height: 21.56px;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tio centimeter järn, - lika lätt är känslan.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">lika lätt ger jag efter.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 21.56px;">kanske är det den som är det där mjukaste våldsamma.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; line-height: 21.56px;">insikten. </span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif; line-height: 21.56px;">kanske för hur glasklar och lätt den är,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">bland all tung sten.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 21.56px;">insikten i längtan efter bara.. närvaro.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag tänker mycket på det där </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">under just oktober i matera.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där utsikten är slående ut över ravinen </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">i murgia nationalpark.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där människor bott sedan stenåldern,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">genom munk ordrar </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och herdesamhällen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tänker på hur vi är någonstans </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">långt borta ofta.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hur vi vänder oss bort, så lätt, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">från det &</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;"> dem som är oss närmast.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lutar oss in över en mobiltelefon,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">avskärmade framför skärmar.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det finns inga tv apparater på sextantio.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är stilla, ganska tyst,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & vill man så kan de många </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">och stora stearinljusen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">verkligen brinna dygnet runt bland all sten.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det får tiden att sakta in. andningen också.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på terassen kring </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">olika gamla träbord och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">inne i</span><br />
<a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2016/08/the-end-beginning.html" style="font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;" target="_blank">grottkyrkan</a><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när den är </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">dukad ren efter frukosten;</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">med bara vitt linne och vilande klippta </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">solrosansikten,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">nu vända mot staerinljusens sken,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">- sitter gäster utspridda medan klassisk musik slingrar</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, times new roman, serif;">mellan stenarna. någon läser en bok över ett glas vin.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, times new roman, serif;">någon new york times över en kanna te.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, times new roman, serif;">papa upptas en stund i en bugande ritual med ett japanskt par.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">det är inte bara jag som har en kyrka, eller ett tempel,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: times, times new roman, serif;">plötsligt inuti mig.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en eftermiddag ligger jag länge, länge</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i ett skumbad </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med ett glas vitt </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bara stirrar i taket.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">försöker ta in hur vackert grottan </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">omfamnar mig.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hur rent, torrt </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">{!</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; line-height: 19px;">} </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och tryggt allt känns omkring mig.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lyckas knappt ändå.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">senare njuter jag också enormt </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av att</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">somna bort </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till en film, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">omslingrade, i i-pad'ens sken.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är en balans. som med det mesta.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag balanserar själv inte stadig alls än.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag har definitivt ingen gloria påsatt.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i så fall är den helt sne'. </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men jag tar funderingarna med mig hem i resväskan.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag längtar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag längtar efter något mer. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">inte tillbaka.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men <i>fram.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fram<i> </i>till något där fler av oss </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hittat balansen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där vi <i>ser</i> varandra, mer på riktigt igen.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och vi är tillbaka hemma vid havet.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men först ville jag dela lite oktober med Er.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och all kärlek,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">all photographs are taken at <i><a href="http://www.sextantio.it/" target="_blank">sextantio</a> le grotte della civita</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">and there’s a reason the new york times deemed it</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">"one of the most extraordinary destinations in the world"</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">and that the times calls it "one of the ten most beautiful hotels</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">on the international scene". it truly is the luxury of emotion</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">thank you for having us again sextantio..!</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">is taken by <a href="https://www.instagram.com/sweetsafarienne/" target="_blank">babysister emma</a> and edited by me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">it so happens she captured in a way what i touch upon here.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">just the same, my Man, - i loved you before i even met you.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">perhaps even when we were both just stars.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif; font-size: x-small;">you are my constellation.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i take a step back, remain at the door,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">just observe while the others enter their cave suites.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i know roughly what the reaction will be.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">they're family and i have been here before.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">papa puts his hand on his heart and there it remains,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">as he walks between the rooms.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">mama’s eyes fill with tears to the brim.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for me it’s an even stronger experience this time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">perhaps because they are with us. because i get to experience</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">this with most of my family around me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">all the churches, temples and monasteries i’ve ever been in,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">from bali to tuscany and in between, seem to come back to me,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">seize me all at once and in one single sensation,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">in the softest of violent blows.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and land there. yet another kind of </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">home</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">.</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it's october and we’ve traveled back to matera.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we live for a while there in the cave city, hidden in the heel</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">of the italian boot, at <i><a href="http://legrottedellacivita.sextantio.it/en/" target="_blank">sextantio le grotte della civita</a></i>,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">- the hotel project that is hidden as a true treasure,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">in the oldest part of matera's sassi, the 'district of stone'.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the original floors are exhumed, stone by stone, - and then put back.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">worn soft they now hide the wifi, underfloor heating</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and all the modern luxuries.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">them and the vaults rising above us, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">in honey colored limestone,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">glowing constantly in candlelight.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for me it's about how everything is somehow stripped away</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">in that simplicity of stone, wood and light.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it speaks softly to something forgotten.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">something deep inside, and eternal.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to at the same time also feel so completely taken care of</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">by pace and purity, the beautiful scent,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">- and the fact that the abundance is so cleverly hidden,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">also hold some sort of key.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">as heavy as the key one receives to your cave,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">ten centimeters of cast iron - as light is the feeling.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">as lightly i give in.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">perhaps it is that which is that softest violent. the realization.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">maybe for how crystal clear and light it is, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">among all the heavy stone.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">the realization of the longing for just .. presence.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i think quite a lot about that </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">during october in matera.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">where the panoramic view is striking</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">over the ravine of murgia national park.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">where people lived since the stone age,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">in monastic orders and shepherd communities.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i think about how often we are somewhere far away.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">how we turn away, so easily, from that</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and those, closest to us.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">leaning in over a mobile phone, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">screened off before screens.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">there are no tv-sets at sextantio.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it's still and silent.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and if one wish, the many </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and large candles</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">really can burn around the clock among the stone.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it slows down time. your breathing too.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">on the terrace, around various old wooden tables</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and inside <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2016/08/the-end-beginning.html" target="_blank">the </a><a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2016/08/the-end-beginning.html" target="_blank">cave church</a>, when cleared after breakfast;</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">left with only white linen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and slumbering trimmed sunflower faces,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">now facing the candlelights shine,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">- sit guests scattered as classical music meanders between stones.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">someone is reading a book over a glass of wine.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">somebody else the new york times over a pot of tea.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">papa is occupied for a while in a bowing ritual with a japanese couple.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it's not just me who has a church or a temple,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">suddenly within.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">one afternoon i lie for a long time soaked in a bubble bath</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">with a glass of white and just stare at the ceiling.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i try to take in the beauty of how the cave embrace me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">how clean, dry {!} and safe everything feels around me.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i barely manage to.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">later i also enjoy immensely </span>drifting off to sleep</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to a film, intertwined, in the blue glow of the i pad.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it’s a balancing act. as with most things.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">myself i'm not balancing steady at all yet.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and i’ve definitely got no halo on.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">if so it’d be quite aslant.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but i carry the thoughts with me in my suitcase.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and i long.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i long for something more. not to go back.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but forth.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">forth into something where more of us find the balance.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">where we really <i>see</i> each other again.<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"></span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">november’s caught up with us.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and we’re back at home by the sea.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but first i had to share some october with you.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and all that love,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">alla är de delar ur fotoserien <i>gladiatrice</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">for then sand whirled around sandals. leather protected knees.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">they were rare, the female gladiators,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">two of them, <i>achillia</i> and <i>amazon</i> are both fitted</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">these photographs represent my <i>achillia</i> and <i>amazon</i>,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">they came to life on red wine and cheeks</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the flower <i>gladiolus,</i> or sword-lily,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to me they represent a strong backbone and integrity,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">älskade den där känslan av en ny start som hösten har med sig.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tänkte på första skoldagar och buketter av ny-vässade orange blyertspennor.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det var <i>bara att börja skriva nya historier </i>och bladen var också alldeles</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">blanka där de föll i virvlar mot bilrutan då vi körde hem.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skrev ner ett <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2015/09/ode-to-autumn.html" target="_blank">ode to autumn</a></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag hade fel, konstaterar jag nu, när jag vrider </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">backspegeln</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sally mann’s självbiografi <i>hold still.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skulle njuta av att ta det lugnare och vara här & nu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag gick väl i kimonos, det gör jag mest för jämnan.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när vi skålade </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nattklubbsmusik </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">under stjärnhimmeln på </span><a href="http://www.nighttales.co.uk/" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;" target="_blank">night tales</a><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> och det viskades som det bara kan </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i alkoholdimma,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- sådär högt så att alla runt omkring hör, men man själv </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kan</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">inte minnas att man haft en enda vettig konversation.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag gravid och glas-klar på virgin mojitos.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och någon annanstans. långt därifrån.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sally mann’s <i>hold still </i>låg, visserligen läst en bra bit in i,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men sedan orörd och just stilla p</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">å sängbordet.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">långt från ens just <i>där & då</i>, i vår stora vita säng.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skulle hinna så mycket och njuta av att ta det lugnare.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skulle bli mamma och hade en disig bild av det, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ackompanjerad av hjärtljud i vildhäst-bankande nära mitt eget,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">illustrerat av ultraljudsbilder lika tydliga som röntgenbilder,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men lika avslöjande som ett urblekt gammalt porträtt av</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">någon främmande människa, i en låda på loppis. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är oktober ett år senare och jag sitter i</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kimono & raggsockor, med en bukett trubbiga</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">blyertspennor </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på skrivbordet. jag har ett lätt fladder </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i bröstet över allt jag skulle vilja hinna i dag,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eller bara medan m tar cassius på promenad för</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att mata fiskmåsarna och köpa hostmedicin.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det ligger en helt annan bok på sängbordet,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">också den oläst. och jag har glömt vilken det är.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den trängs med e</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">n trave tunna porslinskoppar som doftar</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bergamott & honung. trängs med </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vita pappers-tussar</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">genomskinliga nappar.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ungefär det enda jag hade rätt i är att vi</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">skriver en helt ny historia. vår.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den är brokig och tar upp all plats.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det blir inte mycket tid till andra böcker, bara denna.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">någon sida är avriven mitt i en mening.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en annan får mig att skratta medan tårarna rinner.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">instuckna emellan dyker fotografier upp,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vissa är som blekta gamla porträtt, fast av förtrogen familj.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag ser min älskade farfars drag plötsligt i cassius.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och det golvar mig nästan.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag känner mig inte som en <i>mamma</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag känner mig fortfarande bara som mig,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en människa som älskar och tar hand om en annan</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">liten människa. och vi sitter återigen på caféer i stickat.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi dricker kaffe och vänder ansiktet mot solen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag stryker över en litens duniga hår, skimrande guld</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och känner mig alldeles lugn. jag är här & nu,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för jag börjar lära mig att om bara en liten stund,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när som helst, kan vad som helst hända.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en kopp faller i golvet, en servett behöver hittas.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en sida i en bok rivs ur. mitt i en mening.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">drivor längs trottoaren när vi promenerar hem.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">cassius skrattar förtjust när ett landar hos honom i vagnen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sedan stoppar han det i munnen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag kommer att tänka på några rader av e.e. cummings</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>’since the thing perhaps is</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>to eat flowers and not to be afraid’</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it was the end of september and indian summer.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we sat in coffee shops wearing knitwear,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">drinking foamy juice made from autumn apples.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i stroked what was then a big, round baby bump and i felt calm.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i loved that feeling of new beginnings that autumn brings.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i had thoughts about the first day of school</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bouquets of freshly sharpened orange pencils.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it was all about <i>just start writing new stories..!</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the leafs <i>were</i> also all unwritten, where they fell in blank,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">still t</span>wirls against the car window as we drove home.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i wrote down an <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2015/09/ode-to-autumn.html" target="_blank">ode to autumn</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">where i listed what was and what was yet to come.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it was the end of september over a year ago.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and i was wrong, i can confirm that now,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">as i turn the rear view mirror </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to see the leafs fall behind us.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i was to float around in kimonos and woolen socks</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and finish sally mann’s autobiography <i>hold still</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i was to enjoy taking it slower and being just here & now.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i <i>did</i> do some floating around in kimonos, to be fair,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">as i do that most anytime anyway.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but i also squeezed myself into preggers denim & high heels</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and felt particularly <i>elsewhere</i>, as we toasted to night club music</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">under the starry sky at <a href="http://www.nighttales.co.uk/" target="_blank">night tales</a> and as there was whispering</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in that alcohol-infused way, where the ’whispering’ is so</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">loud everyone around can hear, but you yourself </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">can not remember one single meaningful conversation.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> me, pregnant and crystal clear on virgin mojitos.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>elsewhere</i>. away in the distance. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sally mann’s <i>hold still </i>lay, although read well into,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but then untouched, exactly that; still on the bedside table.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it got too heavy and i too unfocused.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">too easily elsewhere and far from the deep american south,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">far from even right </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">there & then</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">, in our big white bed.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i was to get so much done, simultaneously enjoying taking it easier.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> i was going to be a mother and had a hazy image of it,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">accompanied by the sound of a wild horse-pounding heart, close to my own,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & illustrated by ultrasound images as clear as x-rays,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but as foreign as a faded old portrait of any stranger,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in a box at the flea market.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it's october, a year later and i sit in kimono & woolen socks,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with a bouquet of blunt orange pencils on the desk.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i have a slight flutter in my chest, made out of all the things</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i would’ve like to have time for today,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">or at least for the while m & cassius are gone to</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">feed the seagulls and buy cough medicine.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s some other book lying on the bedside table now,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">also still, unread. and i have forgotten which one it is.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it’s jostling with a stack of thin porcelain cups that hold the</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">scent of bergamot & honey. gathered with white little</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">balls </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">of paper and translucent pacifiers.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">just about the only thing i was right about</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">is that we </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">are writing a whole new story. ours.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it is multi-coloured and it takes up all the space.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s no time for other books yet, - only this one.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">some pages are torn in the middle of a sentence.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">other ones make me laugh as the tears flow.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sandwiched in between pages, photographs appear.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">some are faded old portraits, although of long-familiar faces.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i see my beloved grandfather’s features suddenly</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">on cassius’s face. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and it almost floors me.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i don’t feel like a mom.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i still feel like just myself, but now</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a person who loves and takes care of a little human.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and we sit yet again at coffee shops in knitwear.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we drink coffee and face the sun.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i stroke a little one’s downy hair, shimmering gold.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and i feel calm. i'm just here & now,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">because i’m beginning to learn that any minute,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">anytime, anything can happen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a cup falls to the floor, a napkin needs to be found,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a page in a book is torn out, mid-sentence.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the leafs are all blank, where they lie in </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">banks</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">along the sidewalk as we walk home.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">cassius laughs delighted when one lands on him in the pram.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">then he sticks it into his mouth.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i come to think of a few lines by e.e. cummings</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i was right about one more thing.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och njuter </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som aldrig förr </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på vippiga café-stolar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och så andas hon ut, en sista suck medan vi sover i</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> månljus,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när vi vaknar är himlen grå som en mjukt stickad ullpläd.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>dã-dã-dã </i>pekar cassius med nyvaken blick,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">får illustrera, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">tillsammans</span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> </i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">med det sista minnet av den där fantastiska vallmon.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">där har vi inte varit sedan den där kvällen </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">när jag flög in från ett håll</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">och m från ett annat, när </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">vi träffades öga mot öga för allra första gången.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">summer seem to take one last breath and give us warm winds,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">evenings by the sea, glowing pink sunsets,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">lazy dinners on a blanket and warmth on our backs where we sit</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and enjoy ourselves, as never before, on wobbly coffee shop chairs.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and then she breathes out, a last breath while we are sleeping in the moonlight,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and with windows open toward the sea.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">when we wake up, the sky is grey as a softly knitted woolen blanket,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the gauzy curtain billows wildly in huge white waves,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">into the long c</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">orridor and heavy raindrops fall on the big </span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">palm leaves</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">out in the courtyard, in on us where we stand in the window.</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><i style="font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">dã-dã-dã</i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"> cassius points with newly awaken glance,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">dewy-eyed at his very first rain against skin.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we observe how morning breaks, without the sun</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">even showing a leg from under the covers.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">fira s/s '17 look book <i>eternal summer </i></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">illustrate,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">along with the last memory of those stunning june poppies.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we’ll borrow a moment of summer more,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">as we’re flying out to ibiza for a wedding.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we haven’t been back since that night i flew in from one direction</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and m from another, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">that night </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">we met face to face for the very first time.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the night when we met in the lobby of <i>the hard rock</i> and life changed,</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><span style="color: #444444;">september kom och vi är hemma igen. </span><span style="color: #444444;">hemma med andlös takhöjd och stuckatur,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med vingliga travar av tekoppar och magasin, med gammaldags bidé</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag tänker på det där att man ibland måste '<i>åka bort för att hitta hem'</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det låter så banalt nedskrivet, men väger desto tyngre när man är där, när man</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">verkligen <i>känner</i> det. när, vad det nu är, får tillbaka sitt värde.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag avslutade augusti med <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BJxh_7lgFFp/?taken-by=honeypieliving" target="_blank">mastering session</a> hos mina nya tryckare</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och just det känns ännu mer hemma.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">studion håller doften av papper, bläck & kaffe.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">strykandet över fine art papper håller på något vis hela mig.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allt faller på plats och när jag öppnar dörren ut mot gatan,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med rullar under armen och plötslig höst i luften, verkar alla,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag möter upp min lilla familj där och känner så starkt,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag är på något vis tillbaka där jag började, fast alldeles ny.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för att nu vet jag mer om tyngden, mer om dess värde.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">värdet i att vara sig själv. att förbli sig själv.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">at home with breathlessly high ceilings and sinous stucco,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with wobbly stacks of tea cups and magazines,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with the old-world bidet and countless rubber ducks.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think about how sometimes you have to '<i>go away to find home'.</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it sounds so trivial written down, but weighs all the heavier when you're there,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when you really feel it. when, whatever it is, - get its value back.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i saw august off with a mastering session at my new printers</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that felt even more like home.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the studio holds the smell of paper, ink and coffee.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">stroking fine art paper somehow holds all of <i>me</i>.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">everything falls into place, and when i open the door to the street,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with paper reels under my arm and there’s suddenly autumn in the air,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- everyone, perhaps even <i>everything</i>, on my way to a coffeehouse,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i meet up with my little family and feel so powerfully,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so peacefully, - that it's even more <i>me</i>, than in a while, sitting there</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and laughter, shared thoughts and ideas.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">this autumn, finally, my own printshop will open its digital doors.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and with it i'm in one way back where i started, though brand new.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">because i now know </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">more about the weight, about the value.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">of being yourself. of staying yourself.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and of feeling at home there.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">djupa gamla silverskedar. skugga av strå.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we used to be late-risers, m & i, when there was only the two of us.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i forget the camera. i forget the phone. in the cave.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">här landade vi, yra av kärlek, för två år sedan,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nyfunna för varandra och i trevande möte med ny familj.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">han mötte min för allra första gången. fast som om evigt.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2014/09/home-away-elsewhere.html" target="_blank">då</a> stod vi tätt, m & jag, i en av de små kaffebarerna,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">medan baristan radade upp ångande espresso;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sammetslent svart i vita små koppar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi blandade vårt eget iskaffe med nyförälskade händer. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">Ni vet sådär då det fortfarande saktar in allt, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när som än hud möter hud.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi är inte längre bara lätta, resande på ytan,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">utan har bosatt </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">oss inne </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bland själva grottorna;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi finner oss ännu djupare in i <i>oss</i>. vi bor i en nyskapad,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de leder inte bara sömniga händers famlande väg,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de lånar också ännu en </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dimension magi </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">till nattliga vaken-rundor.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- är droppar av mjölk, sakta trillande ur </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mungipan på vår son.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och tiden kunde lika mycket ha stått stilla </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i hundratals år,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- som att den står stilla. just då.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och sitt fjuniga hår i oreda; pressat varmt mot min kind.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som kring det här. det som jag brukade göra.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att vara här, att lägga hur många timmar jag än hade lust till.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">här. hos Er.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de timmarna finns inte längre. jag tänker ofta att </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">små stunder. små steg. små segrar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att tvingas bli mer fokuserad. att skala bort och av allt extra.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allt flytande runt. ska jag flyta runt vill jag göra det</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på en väldigt stor säng, tätt intill en sexmånaders kropp.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hans rågblonda, guldglänsande hår klistrat fjunigt mot min kind.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">runt oss en mur av kompakta vita dunkuddar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kanske sover ett mammahjärta aldrig.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men mitt vill gärna spilla över.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">både dit. och hit.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kanske kan detta vara både ett avslut och en ny början.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we find ourselves back in sassi de matera.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the cave town hidden away in the heel of the italian boot.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">here we landed, dizzy in</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;"> love, two years ago,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">newly found to each other and in that tentative first meeting</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">with the new family; where h</span><span style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">e met mine for the very first time.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2014/09/home-away-elsewhere.html" target="_blank">then</a> we stood close, m & i, in one of the small coffee bars,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">as the barista lined up steaming espresso;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">velvety black in the smallest white cups.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we mixed our own iced coffee with hands newly in love.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">you know the kind where it’s all still & slowed down,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">whenever skin meets.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we find ourselves back even deeper.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we are no longer just lightsome, travellers on the surface,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but have established ourselves inside of those caves;</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">carved directly out of the honey-colored limestone.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we find ourselves even deeper into us. we live in a newly created,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">-& still a little tentative new family. our own.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">even a father's heart with fire-nightmares can cope with that here,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">against all the stone floors.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and they lead not only the way of sleepy hands fumbling,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">they also lend another dimension of magic to the night watch.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">seen in their dull, warm flickering light, paired with splashes of moonlight,</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">like an in-house </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">starry sky; perforated in tiny cracks of the wooden door,</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">- are drops of milk falling slowly from the corner of the mouth of our son.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and time could have stood still for hundreds of years,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">just as much as it is at a standstill. right now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we wake up in the morning, entangled in one another.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">cassius's six month small body, manages to occupy a surprisingly</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">substantial part of the very large bed, where he lies </span>sideways,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">with a soft foot firmly on his papa's neck and</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">downy hair in disarray; pressed warm against my cheek.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">around us a wall of dense white feathered pillows.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">it's a long way down to the stone floor.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we wake up in the morning, in our cave, number 15.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">the air is already fragrant with sun-warmed stone</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">& rosemary ready to be picked.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">we make our way to the breakfast, which is held in the part of <i>sextantio</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">that is a cave church from the 14th century.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">here, the eyes must be allowed to acclimatise, for a moment in the dusk.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">here, the soul also takes respite, gets used to what is</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">something even beyond tranquility.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">for although these vaults collect all the hotel guests,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">there’s something that gets everyone to slow their pace,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">lower their voice, raise their regard</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and say good morning without sound.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">when breakfast is over.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">i lay cassius down on one of the </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">long linen cushions,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">and he falls asleep soundly in the balminess.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>my</i> balminess is then a glass of cold prosecco and that classical music</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">that seems to constantly breathe here. and the scents that</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">freshly baked bread, ashy stone, sun warmed tomatoes,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">homemade fig jam, fresh coffee and citrus skins</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">here i get hold of a few of the thoughts that seem to have</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">detached from me. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">like about this. what i used to do before.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to be here. to put as many hours as i wanted to into this.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">into here. into you.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">those hours don’t exist anymore. i often think to myself</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>now i'll have to see most things kind of like in micro</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">small moments. small steps. small successes.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">maybe it can be a benefit in itself, to me that is,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">being forced to become more focused.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">to peel away and off, all that is superfluous.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">everything that is to just 'float around'.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">if i’m gonna be floating around, i want to do it</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">on a very large bed, close to a six-month old body.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">his golden hair pasted downy against my cheek.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">around us a wall of dense white feathered pillows.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">maybe a mother's heart never sleeps.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">but mine would like to spill over.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">both thither. and hither.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif;">and a brand new beginning.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">min farmor lemholt bar leopardmönstrade catsuits tills hon</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">var strax över 80. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi visste också, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">innan vi faktiskt kunde </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">se</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> henne,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när farmor var på intåg </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och utropade</span><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">nu kommer FaMo!</i></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hängandes över pannkakstårtan på diverse barndomskalas.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det gick liksom att gissa alldeles </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">säkert </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bara på ljudet </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">metall mot metall, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som hennes armband g</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av ifrån sig.</span><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">klæng! klæng! klæng! </i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dansade de längs hennes </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">slanka armar,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ofta radade ända upp till armbågen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon bar ringar som gjorde </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det till en bedrift att lyfta drinkglaset.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fantastiska historier av olika stenar & metaller.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">beslöjat är mitt minne av silvriga ormar, sammetslena turkoser</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och stora runda former trädda</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> liksom på fel finger,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men ändå på något vis alltid på alldeles rätt plats.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en av de där gångerna när hon så att säga <i>gjorde entré,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>innan hon gjort entré</i>, sportade hon en nyklippt stålgrå bob,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som var kort knappt till örat på ena sidan,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & gradvis längre, ner till axeln, på andra.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon målade också tavlor och gjorde då & då köttbullar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med ungefär </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en<i> hel </i>gul lök i varje visserligen, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men ändå.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och alltid i minutiöst målade naglar & fortfarande </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">smyckad</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som en gyllene regel, - målarpenslar & staffli eller ej.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de säger att jag är lik henne, för att jag är galen i smycken.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men det märkliga med mig är att jag inte bär dem.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jo, kanske ett i taget. och jo, jag älskar ju att ha bara jeans, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">en enkel t shirt och sedan låta <i>ett</i> smycke sköta snacket.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men är det <i>något</i> jag dras till, vare sig det är i glossiga butiker </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eller</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på dammiga marknader, så är det </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tveklöst detaljer & accessoarer.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kanske har jag ärvt </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den från FaMo ändå,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den där fascinationen för </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som pryder.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för detaljerna & det </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där <i>lilla </i></span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">extra</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>.</i> </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av någon <span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">{för mig</span><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 19px;">} </span>outgrundlig anledning, är också en av den</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allra vanligaste, - & ständigt återkommande sökningen</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i statistiken här, i denna min lilla värld i världen,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- <i>hannah lemholt accessories</i>. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när jag ser det ler jag alltid. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och så tänker jag på FaMo.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på nästan alla fotografier av när min pappa var liten,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sitter de tre bröderna & så minstingen, min underbara faster anna,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- i hinkar, i hammockar, i filtar i gräset. och runt dem svävar </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">FaMo.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i tajta klänningar som sitter som en smäck, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i hattar</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med enorma brätten som skuggar hennes vackra ansikte</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och i armband radade just ända upp till armbågen.</span></div>
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<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">klæng!-klæng!-klæng!</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> ljuder det</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> i fantasin.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lite onåbar upplevde vi nog henne allt,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där bakom guld & leopardmönster.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">efter helger hos FaMo & FaFa kunde jag </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">broderande</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">berätta i </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">timmar om alla tokigheter </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi hittat på </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med farfar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när mamma frågade <i>.. och farmor? </i></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">svarade jag</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>FaMo hade en vacker klänning med gula fåglar.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när jag går från rum till rum här hemma nu, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tänker jag att jag har nog det efter henne ändå.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för de går att finna precis överallt, smyckena & detaljerna.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">spridda där de på något vis verkar höra hemma,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som små konstverk och a</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lla med sin alldeles egna historia.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är smyckena vi drömt upp på gudarnas ö,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när vi fortfarande skapade ting för love warriors.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är bevingade 'ear cuffs' jag fyndade i en stor butik </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de vackraste ringar jag fann på en minimal balinesisk marknad.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är arton karats guld & vulkansand, - & vad som sägs</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vara enhörningshår, från island. det är en vintage </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">polett</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">från new york's tunnelbana & det är hårband som</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kallas <i>winter flower</i> och är sommarens finaste.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är bälten och bomull, mjukaste ben och vassaste horn.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är kristall och rep, fjädrar och guld. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">m's mamma, cleo, denna fantastiska kvinna med lila hår </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eldigt cypriotiskt blod i ådrorna, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">undrar smått bestört</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">varför det ligger guld i fönsterkarmen.</span><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: times, 'times new roman', serif;">where’s your safe, darling?!</i><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">frågar hon och provar léende ett armband.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skrattar och låter henne behålla ett</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">överdimensionerat </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">guldhalsband jag fann en gång på bali.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det står liksom hennes namn på det.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">eller farmors. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och så ler jag och tänker på min farfar.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för det var FaFa som skickade oss barn på jakt </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bland</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fälten av lila ljung, utanför deras hus vid skogen.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">den som kom tillbaka med den mest </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fantasifulla </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">buketten vann.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag tänker att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag är nog allra mest lik farfar när allt kommer omkring.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för <i>min</i> gyllene regel är mer, som någon sa så fint</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>than diamonds around my neck.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>group n°1</b> | </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><i>shadow</i></span><span style="font-family: helvetica neue, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;"> from my upcoming personal print shop |</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">feather bracelet i've had for years | <i>thunderstruck</i> crystal chestplate is from an</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">old <a href="http://shop.spelldesigns.com/" target="_blank">spell and the gypsy collective</a> collection</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>group n°2</b> | golden moon & star necklace is from fira s/s'13 |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">model & muse : <a href="https://www.instagram.com/linaxmuse/" target="_blank">lina lindholm</a> | hair : belinda stigborn | </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">fake golden snake clutch is a gift and vintage ceramic mini bowls are <a href="http://www.tinekhome.com/" target="_blank">tine k home</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>group n°3</b> | <i>novel </i>from my upcoming personal print shop |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">lovely sun dial ring </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">in gold & burnt orange </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">+ earrings breathing of the orient : found in bali |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">trio of brass hold all <a href="http://lovewarriors.se/shop/all/brass-bowl-triplets" target="_blank">bowls</a> are from LW </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>group n°4</b> | headband is <i>winter flower</i> by <a href="http://www.filuccalou.com/home/4582476518" target="_blank">filucca lou</a> | </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">model & muse : lina lindholm | </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">mua & hair : <a href="http://madsenhairandmakeup.com/" target="_blank">jossi madsen</a> | </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>grey moon</i> 18k gold & horsehair necklace by <a href="http://shop.bjorgjewellery.com/front" target="_blank">bjørg</a> from <a href="http://www.kissjohanna.com/" target="_blank">kiss johanna</a> |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">white & gold sarcophagus necklace is handmade by <a href="https://ericaweiner.com/" target="_blank">erica weiner</a> </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>group n°5</b> | model & muse lina lindholm for fira s/s'16 <i>the desert diaries |</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">mua & hair : jossi madsen | belts and bracelets in gold & cotton : <a href="http://fira.me/" target="_blank">fira</a> |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">golden stag ring is from an old collection by spell | bird skull bone ring is a </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">prototype developed in bali for LW | golden fox ring is a gift | </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">gold & crystal necklace is from <a href="http://www.urbanoutfitters.com/uk/index.jsp" target="_blank">urban outfitters</a></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">and rope & crystal bracelet is from lovely <a href="http://www.thevamoose.com/" target="_blank">the vamoose</a> |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">self portrait wearing a feather bun tiara : old collection by <a href="https://www.freepeople.com/" target="_blank">free people</a> |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><a href="http://www.kissjohanna.com/bjorgvulcanoneckgg" target="_blank">three hundred nights</a></i> 18k gold & black volcanic sand necklace by bjørg from kiss johanna |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">the chunky golden temple bowls i found in bali |</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">braided cotton & gold belt from fira | <i>thunderstruck</i> 'slave ring' with crystal</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">is from an old collection by spell </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">my grandma lemholt wore leopard catsuits until she was past 80.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we also knew, before we could actually <i>see</i> her,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when she was on her way and shouted</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>FaMo's here !</i></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hanging over the stack of pancakes of childhood parties.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it was a rather sure bet from just the sound of metal</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">against metal, that her bracelets emitted </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>klæng! klæng! klæng!</i> they would dance along her slender arms,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">often lined up all the way to the elbow.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she wore rings that made it an achievement to lift the cocktail glass.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">amazing affairs out of different stones and metals.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">veiled is my memory of silver snakes, velvety turquoises</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and large round shapes </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">thread on the wrong fingers,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but somehow always just in the right place.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one of those times when she, so to speak <i>made an entrance </i></span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">before</i><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">actually entering the room</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">, she sported a freshly cut steel grey bob,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">which was short almost to the ear on one side</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and gradually longer, down to the shoulder, on the other.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she also painted big canvases & made meatballs every now and then.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">admittedly with just about a whole onion in each one, but still.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and always in meticulously coated nails and nonetheless</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">bejewelled as a golden rule, - paintbrushes and easel or not.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">they say i’m like her, because i’m crazy about jewellery.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but the strange thing with me is that i don’</span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">t wear it.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">well, maybe one at a time. and yes, i do just love to wear</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">nothing but faded denim with </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a simple t shirt,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & then let one piece of jewellery do all the talking.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and if there’s one thing i’m drawn to, be it in glossy stores or</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">dusty markets, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it is </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">undoubtedly </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">details & accessories.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so maybe i <i>have</i> inherited </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">from FaMo,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that fascination for that which embellishes.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for those details with that <i>little extra</i>.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one of <i>the</i> most common - and recurring searches</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when i see that i always smile. and think of FaMo.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in almost every photograph from when my papa was little,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the three brothers, and baby anna, my lovely aunt, sits </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- in buckets, in hammocks, on blankets in the grass.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and around them flutters my FaMo.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in tight dresses that fit like a silk glove,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in hats </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with huge brims that shades her beautiful face</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and those bracelets, lined all the way to the elbow.</span><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">klæng! klæng! klæng!</i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"> sounds my imagination.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think we experienced her </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">a little bit inaccessible,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">behind the gold and leopard print.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">coming back from weekends at Famo & FaFa’s,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i could </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">talk </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">embroidering </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for hours about all the craziness</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">we’ve </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">been up to with grandpa. when mama asked</span><br />
<i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">..and grandma? </i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i replied</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>grandma wore a beautiful dress with yellow birds.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when i go from room to room here at home now,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think to myself that i probably <i>did</i> get that from her..</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">cause they can be found just about everywhere,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the jewellery, the details, the accessories.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">scattered where they somehow seem to belong,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">small works of art and each with its own special story.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it is the bijou we dreamed up on the island of gods,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when we still created accessories for love warriors.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it's winged ear cuffs, - a bargain from a big store</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and rings i found at the smallest of balinese markets.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s eighteen karat gold & volcanic sand, - & what’s said</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to be unicorn hair, from iceland. it is a vintage token</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">from the new york subway and it's headbands</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">called </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>winter flower</i> that is summer’s finest.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s belts and cotton, the softest bone and the sharpest horn.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there’s crystal and rope, feathers and gold.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">m’s mama, cleo, this amazing woman with purple hair</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and fiery cypriot blood in her veins, wonder somewhat dismayed</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">why there is gold laying on the window sill.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>where's your safe, darling ?!</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she asks smiling as she tries on a bracelet.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i laugh and let her keep an </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">oversized</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">gold necklace i found once in bali.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">it kind of has her name on it.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and FaMo’s.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and so i smile and think of my grandfather.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for it was FaFa who sent us children on a hunt among</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the fields of purple heather, outside their house by the woods.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the one who brought back the most imaginative bouquet would win.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think to myself i’m probably most like FaFa after all.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for <i>my</i> golden rule is more, as someone said so beautifully</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>than diamonds around my neck.</i></span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">helst invirad i på tok för dyra italienska sjalar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi är båda i horisontellt läge. cassius i utmattning av</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allt det där nya man ska ta in när man är åtta veckor gammal.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag i utmattning av influensa. vi lever sängliv här i molnet.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ljuset skiftar magiskt, leker i tyll och vackraste klänningen som</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">längtar efter semester, nakna fötter & solkyssta axlar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sedan blir det alldeles grått och regnet vräker mot fönstren.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">timmarna flyter förbi i musik, levande ljus och sagor.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">på engelska läser jag beatrix potter och på svenska den</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">fina historien om <a href="http://www.bokus.com/bok/9789172217102/orjan-den-hojdradda-ornen/" target="_blank">den höjdrädda örnen örjan</a>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag skrattar till. cassius möter min blick och skrattar han med.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mitt hjärta hotar bryta sig ur bröstkorgen.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vi skrattar så en lång stund, med blicken låst i varandras,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">åt <i>vad</i> vet kanske varken han eller jag riktigt. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ljuset skiftar magiskt, leker skuggdans längs väggarna.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är fredag. det doftar vanilj & citron från freesior här och var.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag har just skrivit på för ett paket vid dörren.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i det ligger ett allra första, alldeles nytt pass. ett engelskt till att börja med.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">cassius lemholt violaris. tänk att han är här hos oss nu.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att vi delar namn. att vi är tre. att vi är en familj.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;"> he takes after his mother. wants to sleep darkly, cocoon like.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: xx-small;">to think how many ’very firsts’ we get to experience now.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är lördagsmorgon och vår i luften.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag jobbar med fotografier för ett magasin.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det gäller att passa på när ljuset väller in.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">står på en stol och lutar mig över sakerna, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när uppdraget är klart.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">låter en del av dem dröja kvar; </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">små saker av lätt lust </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>det är nog inte riktigt jag, </i>skrattar jag<i>, färgen liksom..</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tänker <i>vadå inte riktigt jag?! </i></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och sedan </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">varför inte?</i></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vad jag passar i och inte. vad som 'är' jag. som om för alltid.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det är fint när någon vänder ut och in på det,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>baudelaire</i> kan jag och ett <i>flowerhead</i> är jag redan.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag kanske ska vara <i>super cedar</i> denna vår.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och där är jag ju nu. en alldeles ny vår väntar.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">är ännu mer så i år för mig, med en liten som har sin</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">allra <i>första</i> här hos oss. i vår nya familj.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mest gör det här </span><i style="color: #444444; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">på mitt vis </i><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och för att jag bara </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">tycker</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men nu </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">skulle det vara roligt att veta,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i denna tid </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av förändringar & förnyelse,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">här, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">om Du fick önska alldeles fritt?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">det tycker jag så mycket om när Ni gör!</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">one better make use of the light pouring in.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i add and take away in that gentle ritual.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that’s where i am now. a brand new spring awaits.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">here, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">if You could make a wish?</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">vår är en värld av mjölk. en mjölkig bubbla av kärlek.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">gråt och tröstande också. spets och amningsskydd. trötthet i linnevecken. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">även om det är himla svårt att slita sig från att bara dofta på <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BCqcOnRy7pR/?taken-by=honeypieliving" target="_blank">bebishud</a>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag tänker att det som förändrats allra mest, och snabbast,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för mig, - är att allt nu handlar om att <i>ta tillvara</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att ta tillvara på, - och noga välja <i>hur</i>,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de små stunder liten sover, bäst ska spenderas.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">något som kan vara farligt lockande annars, när man arbetar </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">många</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">också att ta tillvara på just bebishud.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att dofta, att stirra, att smeka, att dröja. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att komma i håg,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">när timmen är sen och världen full </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">av månljus,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">istället för att tänka bara <i>jag måste få sova</i>, </span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- tänka <i>detta är nu och bara nu</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så jag doftar, jag stirrar, jag smeker bebishud. jag dröjer.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">kan jag plötsligt hela texten på en sång ur barndomen, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som jag </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">inte</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hört på flera år. och även om den ju egentligen handlar om</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">något helt annat, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">så sjunger jag den viskande. mot bebishud.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ours is a world of milk. a milky bubble of love.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">crying and comforting too. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">lace and breast pads. fatigue in the linen folds.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the images will have to do most of the talking. cause </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">photography i crave,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">even if it's awful hard to tear yourself away scenting <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/BCqcOnRy7pR/?taken-by=honeypieliving" target="_blank">baby skin</a>.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i think to myself that one of the things that has changed the most,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and the fastest, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">for me, - is that everything now is about seizing moments.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to seize, - & carefully choose how,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the small moments mini sleeps, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">should best be spent.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">something most unusual for a daydreaming time optimist.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">maybe a bit fruitful too. to suddenly have to prioritise, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">mercilessly,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">leaves very little room to just dally away the days.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">which is sometimes dangerously tempting otherwise,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when working </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">much of your time </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in front of a computer</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">where you can easily trail off in all sorts of directions.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">also, to seize exactly that, - this time of baby skin.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to scent, to stare, to caress, to linger. </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to remember,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">when the hour is late </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the world full of moonlight,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to <i>especially</i> then remember; </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that this is temporary, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">even brief.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to instead of thinking <i>i just need sleep</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- think <i>this is now and only now.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">soon his feet are no longer untouched by ground</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and that entirely senselessly soft. soon he won’t be able to fit,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">all warm and drowsy, nestled between my cheek, my palm,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- & my collarbone, as he drifts away into sleep.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">so i scent, i stare, i caress. i linger.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i linger even a while longer in that world full of moonlight,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">though the clock tells me time’s closing in on three thirty.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i let it take a bit longer to softly daube the talcum powder and </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">to </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">gently cradle.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with those heavy lids and that husky voice </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i suddenly </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">remember</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and although it’s really all about </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">something </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">completely different,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i sing it in whispers. against baby skin.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you are my guiding star and friend,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you are my faith, my hope, my love.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you are my blood and my lungs, my eyes, my shoulders,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>my hands and my heart.</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you are the loveliest there is,</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><i>you are the most beautiful thing in this world..</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">with love,</span></div>
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med en fantastisk i miniformat som lockar uppmärksamheten</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">med den mjukaste av hud, de härligaste av läten,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">de mest förunderliga av blickar, - & de vackraste av insikter</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">finns det ännu mindre tid än vanligt över</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">att sortera i </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/from-forgotten-files.html" target="_blank">de där kraschade hårddiskarna</a> </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som vilt spiller</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">ur mappar med konstiga namn och fel datum. </span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">men det här undret av människa var jag tvungen att </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">stanna till för.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">hon kräver förvisso ett alldeles eget, </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">långt längre kapitel.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">jag har nog upp emot tusentalet fotografier av henne.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och jag har minst lika många upplevelser, känslor och minnen</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">som även dem spiller vilt ur mappar. inre mappar, </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">där allt har precis rätt namn och märkligt rätta datum.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">för det är väl så med tvillingsjälar. allt hamnar rätt</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">man är på något vis alltid hemma.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><a href="https://www.instagram.com/atelier54/" target="_blank">sara</a>. tack för Dig. älskade vän.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">och till Er, - kärlek,</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">i shot this portrait of sara in 2014, visiting a family</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #444444;"><span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">high up </span></span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">in the mountains of bali. they had the most amazing</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">of pets </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">& even more beautiful souls. | more sara & more bali in </span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><i><a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2015/08/from-forgotten-files-bali-blues.html" target="_blank">this</a></i> forgotten files post | © hannah lemholt photography</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">in the company of a mind-blowing one in miniature format </span><span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">attracts most of our attention with the softest of skin,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">the most lovely of vocalisations, the most gorgeous of glances,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- and the most stunning of insights,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">there is even less time than usual to spend</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">sorting thru <a href="http://honeypielivingetc.blogspot.co.uk/2015/04/from-forgotten-files.html" target="_blank">those crashed hard drives</a> spilling wildly out of</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">folders labelled with strange names and the wrong dates.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">but this miracle of a person, i had to stop off for.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">she for certain demands her very own, - & far longer chapter.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">i probably have upwards of a thousand photographs of her.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">and i have at least as many experiences, feelings and memories</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">that too spills wildly out of folders. internal folders,</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">- where everything is labelled just right.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">because that’s what it’s like with twin souls, i guess.</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">everything falls perfectly into the right place and</span><br />
<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;">you are somehow always home.</span><br />
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<span style="color: #444444; font-family: "times" , "times new roman" , serif;"><a href="https://www.instagram.com/atelier54/" target="_blank">sara</a>. thank you for you. beloved friend.</span><br />
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